Fah, The Wizards survived on game 5 against Cavaliers. I did not expect to happen that. I was expecting that LeBron was gonna do his 'thing' on game 5 but the Wizards did let him.
This series has had it all: trash talk, villains, heroes, rap stars and, of course, the Stevenson vs. James feud that seems personal and professional. And now, it will continue.
I think that only few teams can win over 3-1 deficit to win and Wizards is not one of that 'few teams'.
So, lets see on game 6 on Friday.
Wednesday, April 30, 2008
Playoff series. Favourite.
Ohh, Hornets advanced to the 2nd round and the Mavericks going home with empty handed. Hornets' star Chris Paul grabbed 24 points, 15 assists and 11 rebounds, and the Hornets held on for a 99-94 victory over the Dallas Mavericks to win their first-round series in five games. Chris Paul was just talented and had a triple-double to help the Hornets advanced past Dallas.
After the lost of Dallas, Dallas Mavericks' owner Mark Cuban fired coach Avery Johnson. Johnson leaves with an impressive resume after three-plus seasons, but Mavs owner Mark Cuban couldn’t tolerate two straight years of first-round exits.
Dallas didn’t win a single road game against the Heat, Warriors or Hornets, an 0-9 skid that was too much to overcome.
The final mark during Johnson’s tenure: 194-70 in the regular season, 23-24 in the playoffs.
On Pistons-Sixers series, The power 4 of Pistons Billups, Wallace, Prince and Hamilton nearly beat the Sixers. Billups had 21 points and 12 assists, Wallace had 19 points and 6 block shots, Hamilton had 20 points and Prince had 17 points to lift Detroit to a 98-81 win over the Sixers and a 3-2 lead in the 1st round series.
The series is not over yet. The Sixers might win their game 6 on Thursday night in Philadelphia. Their not gonna let the Detroit to win with an easy game on game 6. It is the do or die game for the Sixers. This series is still unfinished.
After the lost of Dallas, Dallas Mavericks' owner Mark Cuban fired coach Avery Johnson. Johnson leaves with an impressive resume after three-plus seasons, but Mavs owner Mark Cuban couldn’t tolerate two straight years of first-round exits.
Dallas didn’t win a single road game against the Heat, Warriors or Hornets, an 0-9 skid that was too much to overcome.
The final mark during Johnson’s tenure: 194-70 in the regular season, 23-24 in the playoffs.
On Pistons-Sixers series, The power 4 of Pistons Billups, Wallace, Prince and Hamilton nearly beat the Sixers. Billups had 21 points and 12 assists, Wallace had 19 points and 6 block shots, Hamilton had 20 points and Prince had 17 points to lift Detroit to a 98-81 win over the Sixers and a 3-2 lead in the 1st round series.
The series is not over yet. The Sixers might win their game 6 on Thursday night in Philadelphia. Their not gonna let the Detroit to win with an easy game on game 6. It is the do or die game for the Sixers. This series is still unfinished.
Tuesday, April 29, 2008
Still waiting
Wow, I just checked the NBA official website and I saw that Orlando and Los Angeles advanced to the 2nd round of the playoffs. For me, I was expecting Orlando and Los Angeles to beat Toronto and Denver respectively.
On Orlando's win, Dwight Howard truly showed his incredible talent and he got 21 points with 21 rebounds. It was his 3rd 20-20 in the 1st round series. The Magic advanced to the 2nd round for the first time since in 1996 by beating Toronto Raptors 102-92 in game 5 on Monday.
Dwight is a real phenom and I think he is the best center in the league.
On Lakers' win, It was a sweep against the Denver Nuggets who was one of the strongest teams in the season but Nuggets could not stop Lakers' star Kobe Bryant who scored 14 of his 31 points 5½ minutes of the last quarter.
But It was not still I'm looking forward for. I am still waiting for the Cleveland Cavaliers to move one for the 2nd round of the playoffs and kick Wizards' asses.
GO LeBron, My MVP!
On Orlando's win, Dwight Howard truly showed his incredible talent and he got 21 points with 21 rebounds. It was his 3rd 20-20 in the 1st round series. The Magic advanced to the 2nd round for the first time since in 1996 by beating Toronto Raptors 102-92 in game 5 on Monday.
Dwight is a real phenom and I think he is the best center in the league.
On Lakers' win, It was a sweep against the Denver Nuggets who was one of the strongest teams in the season but Nuggets could not stop Lakers' star Kobe Bryant who scored 14 of his 31 points 5½ minutes of the last quarter.
But It was not still I'm looking forward for. I am still waiting for the Cleveland Cavaliers to move one for the 2nd round of the playoffs and kick Wizards' asses.
GO LeBron, My MVP!
Wednesday, April 23, 2008
GO CLEVELAND!
let me paint the picture for you...
in the west...
Lakers v Nuggets Lakers move on
Jazz v Rockets Jazz move on
Spurs v Suns Spurs move on
Hornets v Mavs Hornets move on
Lakers v Jazz Lakers move on
Spurs v Hornets Spurs move on
Lakers v Spurs Lakers move on to finals
In the EAST
Celtics v Hawks lol Celtics move on
Cavs v Wizards Cavs move on
Magic v Raptors Magic move on
Pistons v Sixers Sixers move on
Celtics v Clevland Clevland moves on
Magic v Sixers Sixers move on
Clevland v Sixers Clevland moves on
NBA FINALS
LAKERS v CLEVLAND
Well, thats my nba prediction for these playoff matchups but i think the playoffs are going to be surprising. It will be a big game between two unstoppoble explosive scorers, "Kobe Bryant versus LeBron James". It is really hard to tell who is going to win the game between this two players. I pretty like them both and they both play in different ways. But still I am a faithful Cleveland Cavaliers fan and I don't care to the people who tell that LeBron doesn't know how to shoot, lay up, drive and whatever it is. He He. Win or Lose, Cleveland is still my team.
NBA CHAMPIONS CLEVLAND CAVILIERS
SOURCE: http://answers.yahoo.com/question/index;_ylt=Arqv4sdyAxQD4Y9..kKfjBhVxQt.;_ylv=3?qid=20080423091551AA4povG
Monday, April 21, 2008
James scores 30 as Cavaliers beat up Wizards 116-86
For more than two months since a colossal trade dismantled the defending Eastern Conference champions, Cleveland has waited for the game where its team of mixed parts and new faces finally molded into a legitimate NBA title contender.
It happened.
Maybe Gilbert Arenas was talking about some other Cavaliers a few weeks back. The team he faced Monday night doesn’t look so beatable.
LeBron James scored 30 points, Zydrunas Ilgauskas added 16, and the Cavs played their best game since the Feb. 21 megatrade, blowing out the Washington Wizards 116-86 to take a 2-0 lead in an opening-round playoff series oozing with bad blood.
The 30-point margin of victory was the largest in Cleveland’s 112-game postseason history, and the Cavaliers’ performance was perhaps their finest 48 minutes since November.
“We are playing the champs,” Wizards coach Eddie Jordan said. “I know they changed their team. But they still have the same coaching staff, the monster player and he’s taking over the series.”
James was scary all right.
He scored 14 points in the third quarter when the Cavs opened a 25-point lead over the Wizards, whose defensive scheme coming into their third series in as many years with Cleveland was to slow the superstar by roughing him up with hard, clean fouls.
It may be time for Plan B.
The Wizards hardly bothered James, who finished with 12 assists and nine rebounds, barely missing his third career postseason triple-double. James went to the bench with 6:12 left. At that point, the Cavaliers were leading by 24 points and coach Mike Brown inserted seldom-used reserves Dwayne Jones and Damon Jones.
With his team up by 15 at halftime, Brown began reminding his team about the importance of staying aggressive. He only got in a few words.
“I didn’t say anything,” Brown said. “LeBron James did. LeBron started talking, I just left and the guys just followed his lead.”
Wally Szczerbiak added 15 points for the Cavs, who have struggled with injuries and inconsistency since GM Danny Ferry dealt half his roster at the trading deadline. With Cleveland staggering, Arenas called out the Cavs, saying “I think everybody wants Cleveland in that first round” and “We don’t think they can beat us in the playoffs three years straight.”
Those comments followed Wizards forward DeShawn Stevenson calling James “overrated.”
Washington is eating its words.
The Wizards have lost eight straight playoff games to Cleveland, and they’ll have to figure out something before Thursday night’s Game 3 in Washington or they’ll be heading off on summer vacation, again courtesy of the Cavs.
Arenas went 2-for-10 from the field and Caron Butler and Antawn Jamison were both 4-of-13 as the Wizards’ Big Three combined for 28 points. The trio spent much of the fourth quarter sitting and thinking about what happened and the task ahead.
“For us to come out undisciplined and unfocused was real disappointing,” Jamison said.
Despite all the trash talk, Jamison insists the Wizards weren’t taking the Cavs lightly.
“We didn’t underestimate anybody,” he said. “We know this is a very special team. They didn’t play well in the last month of the regular season, but just like any veteran team, when the playoffs get started you’re going to elevate your game.“Let’s be honest. Some guys talked. It’s over with. We know this team is capable of not only going past the first round but going past that.”
James withstood more rough treatment by the Wizards.
In the third quarter, Washington center Brendan Haywood was ejected for a flagrant foul on James. Haywood didn’t make much of an effort to go for the ball and shoved James hard with both hands as he drove and the All-Star went flying out of bounds.
“It was scary,” said James, who compared it to when he got undercut as a high school junior and broke his wrist. “I knew it was going to be a tough fall. I bounced up, though.”
Haywood, who had an altercation with James in Game 1, could face further discipline for the intentional foul. He didn’t speak to the media and was escorted from Quicken Loans Arena by a security guard.
James didn’t have an opinion on whether Haywood should be suspended.
“It was not a basketball play in any shape or form,” he said.It was hardly the only physical one.
In the first half, Arenas was called for a technical foul and Cleveland’s Anderson Varejao was given a flagrant foul after hitting Washington’s Andray Blatche in the face.
The Wizards may be acting like bullies, but they insist they don’t want to do anything more than make James work harder.
“There’s a difference between taking hard fouls and trying to hurt somebody,” Washington’s Antonio Daniels said. “No one in this locker room or that locker room fouls anybody with the intention of hurting him. That’s not the way the NBA is. That’s not the way it’s played. We all get knocked to the floor. That’s playoff basketball. When you drive, you should expect to get hit.”
The Wizards’ problem in Game 1 was they missed shots the down stretch with a chance to win. They were cold again, but this time it had a lot to do with Cleveland’s defense. Washington shot 38 percent from the field, missed 11 free throws and was outrebounded 49-34 while being outscored 80-50 over the final 30 minutes.
Notes
The 116 points were the Cavs’ most in a regulation playoff game since May 17, 1992, when they scored 122 against Boston. … In 35 playoff games, James is averaging 27.5 points, 8.0 rebounds and 7.2 assists. … The Cavaliers are 6-0 in series when they win Game 1, including 3-0 against the Wizards. … Washington fell to 2-13 in its last 15 playoff games. … The Wizards are 0-4 in Cleveland this season. The lost to the Cavs on Feb. 22, when Cleveland dressed just eight players one day after its three-team trade with Chicago and Seattle.
Sunday, April 20, 2008
Lebron against Wizards.
LeBron James was built for basketball. Without him, Cavaliers shouldnt be in the playoffs playing with the wizards. I am not telling that lebron james is a one man team and a greedy team player. He really is not that kind of player. He averaged 30 points, 7 rebounds and 7 assists.
Lebron James is not overrated. For DeShawn Stevenson who told the media that lebron was "overrated" before the match, You were just jealous for him. We all know that lebron james is lebron james, he cant be stop. He already proved that he was not a typical guard-forwards who shot jumpers from the arc when the defense was too tight to drive but instead to drive and made contacts. King James is a very famous for his dunks and great art of drives. With just that kind of skill, he can bring his team to the top.
This is unfinished.
Miss ko na sila.
Miss ko na talaga lahat ng batchmates ko sa pinas. talaga! sobrang miss ko na sila as in sobrang tatahimik ulit ako pag nakita ko sila right now.
natatandaan ko nung umattend ako nung performance nung batch ko sa southridge. tae. hindi ko man lamang nasabe ung mga gusto kong sabihin. syempre. napatahimik ako sa sobrang saya na nagkita kita ulit kami at medyo naging uncomfortable ako sa kanila. sa tagal naming hindi nagkita.
pero sa totoo lang miss ko na lahat ng batchmates ko sa Sacred Heart School, sa Southridge tas syempre hinding hindi ko kakalimutan ung mga tarantado kong batchmates at mga upper batchmen sa Lycee.
Hindi lang naman ung mga batchmates ko ung gusto kong makita. ung mga kaibigan kong sobra kung mangasar saken at nagtataka kung napipikon ba ako or hindi. haha. ung mga taga-Armstrong Villas, and ung mga new friends ko bago ako umalis, mga Sta. Rita Tambay and DotA boys.
Tae talaga. sobrang miss ko na talaga sila.
pero alam kong magkikita pa din naman tayo eh. makakabunggo ko din ang isa sa kanila. sana makilala pa at hindi makalimut sa mga naging magagandang pagsasama.
natatandaan ko nung umattend ako nung performance nung batch ko sa southridge. tae. hindi ko man lamang nasabe ung mga gusto kong sabihin. syempre. napatahimik ako sa sobrang saya na nagkita kita ulit kami at medyo naging uncomfortable ako sa kanila. sa tagal naming hindi nagkita.
pero sa totoo lang miss ko na lahat ng batchmates ko sa Sacred Heart School, sa Southridge tas syempre hinding hindi ko kakalimutan ung mga tarantado kong batchmates at mga upper batchmen sa Lycee.
Hindi lang naman ung mga batchmates ko ung gusto kong makita. ung mga kaibigan kong sobra kung mangasar saken at nagtataka kung napipikon ba ako or hindi. haha. ung mga taga-Armstrong Villas, and ung mga new friends ko bago ako umalis, mga Sta. Rita Tambay and DotA boys.
Tae talaga. sobrang miss ko na talaga sila.
pero alam kong magkikita pa din naman tayo eh. makakabunggo ko din ang isa sa kanila. sana makilala pa at hindi makalimut sa mga naging magagandang pagsasama.
10 signs kapag brokenhearted
Sa opinion ko, itong 10 bagay ay totoo at minsa'y hindi kayang aminin sa harap ng tao sa sobrang totoo ng mga ito. pakasaya.
1.) Hunger stroke- Kahit na gutom hindi parin kumakain.Minsan hindi makaramdam ng gutom..malalaman mo na lang na kailangan mo nang kumain kapag randam mo na nahihilo ka na.
2.) Lamoness- Ito yung tipo na gusto mo na lang kumain, lahat..basta masarap pero pag kumakain ka naman e lumilipad sa kawalan ang isipan at parang wala kang nalalasahan.
3.) Kama derie- Palaging nasa kama. Pero hindi naman natutulog. Mas feel mo na patay ang ilaw..nag iimagine ng mga good memories ninyo then kung ano yung bagay na kapalpakan na iniisip mong sana hindi nalang nanyari then saka ka magiisip na sana totoong may time
machine.
4.) Kama tose- Palaging nasa kama rin. Pero para matulog lang. Tulog lang ang sagot sa problema. Magigising ka na lang para kumain ng konti, jumingel, o magbasa ng text message at nagbabaka sakali na may marereceive kang txt messages na " I miss u d q pla kyang
mwala ka, tyo na ulet" or "Ikw pla tlaga ang lab q,at hindi sya".
5.) Mall freak- Feel mo na i treat na lang ang sarili. Bibili ka ng kahit na kung anong gusto mong bilhin(kapag may pera). Sa pag uwi saka mo lang mapapansin na mga walang kwentang bagay pala ang pinamili mo.
6.) The Barkad's- Mag aaya ka ng mga kaibigan mo na mag mall kayo o mamasyal, kadalasan yung mga kaibigan na alam mong kilala at alam ang kwento ninyo. Umaasa ka rin sa mga comments na tulad ng mga ganito "Feel ko mahal ka parin nun, Siya ang may mali pare,
Ipakikilala kita sa ibang kilala ko na mas maganda pa ron(my favorite), Magkakabalikan rin kayo" at iba pang comments na alam mong makakapag paginhawa sa iyo.
7.) Beermate- Common na ito.Kadalasang unang ginagawa sa unang araw na nabasted/nakipag break ang dyowa/may ibang lalaki ang dyowa/dating lalaki pala ang dyowa. May 2 uri nito.
1.)Mas gusto ng may kasama para may paglalabasan ng sama ng loob.
2.)Mas prefer na walang kasama. Mas gustong nagiisa. Kapag lasing sila
yung kadalasang nagpapakilalang anak
ng mayor,congressman o general.
8.) Suicidal- Common na rin. Minsan panakot lang. Kadalasang may titulo na "Mahal na mahal kita" "Hindi ko kayang mawala ka" ang mga suicide notes. Pang jologs na style e yung text message sa mahal mo na magpapakamatay ka then saka mag we wait ng mga ilang oras para sa reply nya na "Wag mong i2loy yan, mgusap tyo, mhal prin kta".
9.) Internitwit- Ito yung mga tipo ng sa internet naglalabas ng sama ng loob. Tambay ng chatrooms at nagbabaka sakaling may makikitang kapalit nya at mawawala yung pagka broken hearted in an instant. Meron ding sumasali ng mga internet forums para lang mambwiset.
10.) Haterz- Ito yung kadalasang kinauuwian ng mga mabababaw. Ito yung tipo na sisisihin ang lahat ng ka gender ng nanakit sa iyo. Nagiging favorite motto ang: "Pare pareho lang yang mga lalaki/babae..mga manloloko".
1.) Hunger stroke- Kahit na gutom hindi parin kumakain.Minsan hindi makaramdam ng gutom..malalaman mo na lang na kailangan mo nang kumain kapag randam mo na nahihilo ka na.
2.) Lamoness- Ito yung tipo na gusto mo na lang kumain, lahat..basta masarap pero pag kumakain ka naman e lumilipad sa kawalan ang isipan at parang wala kang nalalasahan.
3.) Kama derie- Palaging nasa kama. Pero hindi naman natutulog. Mas feel mo na patay ang ilaw..nag iimagine ng mga good memories ninyo then kung ano yung bagay na kapalpakan na iniisip mong sana hindi nalang nanyari then saka ka magiisip na sana totoong may time
machine.
4.) Kama tose- Palaging nasa kama rin. Pero para matulog lang. Tulog lang ang sagot sa problema. Magigising ka na lang para kumain ng konti, jumingel, o magbasa ng text message at nagbabaka sakali na may marereceive kang txt messages na " I miss u d q pla kyang
mwala ka, tyo na ulet" or "Ikw pla tlaga ang lab q,at hindi sya".
5.) Mall freak- Feel mo na i treat na lang ang sarili. Bibili ka ng kahit na kung anong gusto mong bilhin(kapag may pera). Sa pag uwi saka mo lang mapapansin na mga walang kwentang bagay pala ang pinamili mo.
6.) The Barkad's- Mag aaya ka ng mga kaibigan mo na mag mall kayo o mamasyal, kadalasan yung mga kaibigan na alam mong kilala at alam ang kwento ninyo. Umaasa ka rin sa mga comments na tulad ng mga ganito "Feel ko mahal ka parin nun, Siya ang may mali pare,
Ipakikilala kita sa ibang kilala ko na mas maganda pa ron(my favorite), Magkakabalikan rin kayo" at iba pang comments na alam mong makakapag paginhawa sa iyo.
7.) Beermate- Common na ito.Kadalasang unang ginagawa sa unang araw na nabasted/nakipag break ang dyowa/may ibang lalaki ang dyowa/dating lalaki pala ang dyowa. May 2 uri nito.
1.)Mas gusto ng may kasama para may paglalabasan ng sama ng loob.
2.)Mas prefer na walang kasama. Mas gustong nagiisa. Kapag lasing sila
yung kadalasang nagpapakilalang anak
ng mayor,congressman o general.
8.) Suicidal- Common na rin. Minsan panakot lang. Kadalasang may titulo na "Mahal na mahal kita" "Hindi ko kayang mawala ka" ang mga suicide notes. Pang jologs na style e yung text message sa mahal mo na magpapakamatay ka then saka mag we wait ng mga ilang oras para sa reply nya na "Wag mong i2loy yan, mgusap tyo, mhal prin kta".
9.) Internitwit- Ito yung mga tipo ng sa internet naglalabas ng sama ng loob. Tambay ng chatrooms at nagbabaka sakaling may makikitang kapalit nya at mawawala yung pagka broken hearted in an instant. Meron ding sumasali ng mga internet forums para lang mambwiset.
10.) Haterz- Ito yung kadalasang kinauuwian ng mga mabababaw. Ito yung tipo na sisisihin ang lahat ng ka gender ng nanakit sa iyo. Nagiging favorite motto ang: "Pare pareho lang yang mga lalaki/babae..mga manloloko".
Wednesday, April 16, 2008
broken. again.
nagsimula lahat ng ito nung 6th form ako. internet addict pa ako nung mga time na un. add ng add kung sino sino. random peeps. random people. random person. haha. tas bigla ko na lang napaadd ung kaklase ko sa computer.
oo aaminin ko na. may maliit na crush ako sa kanya ung mga oras na un. maganda sya sa paningin ko. nagusap kami sa internet. konti konting napadikit ang aming pagsasamahan. gumagaan ang loob pag nakakausap. at kinuha ko ung number nya. ngitiy hindi matumbasan nung mga oras na un. kinikilig na para lang nakikiti sila piolo at juday sa bagong pelikula sa tuwing nakakausap.... pero sa net lang.
hindi kami masyado nakakapagusap sa school or even sa personal. sobra ang takot ko. hindi ko talaga alam kung anu sasabihin. kung paano ko uumpisahan ang lahat. kung.. ewan! torpe. oo alam ko yan. ako yan eh.
matagal tagal kaming nagtext. minsa'y inask ako kung pwede daw ako sumama sa kanya manuod ng sine. eto nanaman si gago. napakadaming ginawang excuses para lang maka-hindi. loser talaga ako. ewan ko kung bakit ako takot. kung san ako nagdadalawang isip bakit ako humindi. pinagsisisihan ko talaga ung mga araw na un. bobo ko. oo sisihin mo na ako. ako yan eh.
nakalimutan ko na kung kelan to nangyare. may pinagawa ako sa kanya sa white board ko sa bebo. nagdraw naman sya. sinabeng mahal nya ako noon pero hindi na. nagulat naman ako tas bigla kong dinelete ung drawing na un (baka kasi makita ng iba eh). hindi ko na lang pinansin un. binalewala.
sa pangalawang beses. inask ulit akong manuod ng sine. ito nanaman si tanga humindi ulit. nanginig mga tuhod ko nun nung mga oras na un. tanga ko talaga. gusto pa naman akong ilibre. nakapanuod na sana ako ng libre. hay. anu ba yan. tanga talaga ni tanga.
hay. ngaun. 7th form na ako. sa pangatlong beses nakapagchat ulit kami. medyo nagbago na ang lahat. gumaan na ang lahat. as in lahat. nakakapagusap na kami sa shool ng kahit papanu hindi tulad ng dati na hirap talaga kaming makapagusap. hehe.
inask nya ako sa pangatlong beses at syempre sa dalawang pinagsisihan ko. nung mga oras na un. nakapanuod na din kami ng sine. naks! iba ung naramdaman ko nun. parang may chemistry na kaming dalawa. dun na nagsimula lahat ng makukulit na imagination sa isipan ko na kaming dalawa daw ang takda. basta ung mga parang ganun. haha
tinotopak talaga ako sa mga ganitong pangyayare kung san tumitibok ng triple triple ang dibdib minu-minuto. ewan ko nga eh. basta ung mga parang ganun.
napatanung ko sa sarili kung sya na ba? sabi ko oo. sya na nga. mukhang gusto nya naman ako at nagustuhan ko na din sya. ewan. gusto ko sana syang iask sa prom. parang bakla na natataranta tuwing nasa harap. tsk. pero okay lang nagiging close na din naman kami. napapadalaw minsan sa ulo ko na kaming dalawa na nga para sa isat isa. anu ba yan.
tatapusin ko na tong kalokohan ko.
kahapon, nakapagtext kami. hindi kasi masyado nagtetext kaya kinulit ko sya sa text tas nasabe ko na miss ko sya. tinanung nya ako kung totoo ba un. sabi ko oo. tinanung nya kung may gusto ako sa kanya. sabi ko oo. tinanung nya kung anung klase. kung as a friend daw ba or sumthing. sabi ko more than friend. un. hindi na sya nagreply. syempre parang gusto nyang ibahin ung usapan. ewan.
kanina. hindi nanaman sya syempre nagtetext. eto nanaman si linta. kinulit sa text. medyo okay naman hanggang sinabe nya na hindi ko sya pwedeng maging syota kasi may boyfriend sya. ouch. saket. kung kelan nagustuhan ko na sya at lahat lahat pa. dun pa nasira lahat. pero sabi ko okay lang kami. good friend na lang. diba?
oo aaminin ko na. may maliit na crush ako sa kanya ung mga oras na un. maganda sya sa paningin ko. nagusap kami sa internet. konti konting napadikit ang aming pagsasamahan. gumagaan ang loob pag nakakausap. at kinuha ko ung number nya. ngitiy hindi matumbasan nung mga oras na un. kinikilig na para lang nakikiti sila piolo at juday sa bagong pelikula sa tuwing nakakausap.... pero sa net lang.
hindi kami masyado nakakapagusap sa school or even sa personal. sobra ang takot ko. hindi ko talaga alam kung anu sasabihin. kung paano ko uumpisahan ang lahat. kung.. ewan! torpe. oo alam ko yan. ako yan eh.
matagal tagal kaming nagtext. minsa'y inask ako kung pwede daw ako sumama sa kanya manuod ng sine. eto nanaman si gago. napakadaming ginawang excuses para lang maka-hindi. loser talaga ako. ewan ko kung bakit ako takot. kung san ako nagdadalawang isip bakit ako humindi. pinagsisisihan ko talaga ung mga araw na un. bobo ko. oo sisihin mo na ako. ako yan eh.
nakalimutan ko na kung kelan to nangyare. may pinagawa ako sa kanya sa white board ko sa bebo. nagdraw naman sya. sinabeng mahal nya ako noon pero hindi na. nagulat naman ako tas bigla kong dinelete ung drawing na un (baka kasi makita ng iba eh). hindi ko na lang pinansin un. binalewala.
sa pangalawang beses. inask ulit akong manuod ng sine. ito nanaman si tanga humindi ulit. nanginig mga tuhod ko nun nung mga oras na un. tanga ko talaga. gusto pa naman akong ilibre. nakapanuod na sana ako ng libre. hay. anu ba yan. tanga talaga ni tanga.
hay. ngaun. 7th form na ako. sa pangatlong beses nakapagchat ulit kami. medyo nagbago na ang lahat. gumaan na ang lahat. as in lahat. nakakapagusap na kami sa shool ng kahit papanu hindi tulad ng dati na hirap talaga kaming makapagusap. hehe.
inask nya ako sa pangatlong beses at syempre sa dalawang pinagsisihan ko. nung mga oras na un. nakapanuod na din kami ng sine. naks! iba ung naramdaman ko nun. parang may chemistry na kaming dalawa. dun na nagsimula lahat ng makukulit na imagination sa isipan ko na kaming dalawa daw ang takda. basta ung mga parang ganun. haha
tinotopak talaga ako sa mga ganitong pangyayare kung san tumitibok ng triple triple ang dibdib minu-minuto. ewan ko nga eh. basta ung mga parang ganun.
napatanung ko sa sarili kung sya na ba? sabi ko oo. sya na nga. mukhang gusto nya naman ako at nagustuhan ko na din sya. ewan. gusto ko sana syang iask sa prom. parang bakla na natataranta tuwing nasa harap. tsk. pero okay lang nagiging close na din naman kami. napapadalaw minsan sa ulo ko na kaming dalawa na nga para sa isat isa. anu ba yan.
tatapusin ko na tong kalokohan ko.
kahapon, nakapagtext kami. hindi kasi masyado nagtetext kaya kinulit ko sya sa text tas nasabe ko na miss ko sya. tinanung nya ako kung totoo ba un. sabi ko oo. tinanung nya kung may gusto ako sa kanya. sabi ko oo. tinanung nya kung anung klase. kung as a friend daw ba or sumthing. sabi ko more than friend. un. hindi na sya nagreply. syempre parang gusto nyang ibahin ung usapan. ewan.
kanina. hindi nanaman sya syempre nagtetext. eto nanaman si linta. kinulit sa text. medyo okay naman hanggang sinabe nya na hindi ko sya pwedeng maging syota kasi may boyfriend sya. ouch. saket. kung kelan nagustuhan ko na sya at lahat lahat pa. dun pa nasira lahat. pero sabi ko okay lang kami. good friend na lang. diba?
My PLAYOFF'S Teams Bet.
EAST
Boston Celtics (1) v Atlanta Hawks (8)
Detroit Pistons (2) v Philadelphia 76ers (7)
Orlando Magic (3) v Toronto Raptors (6)
Cleveland Cavaliers (4) v Washington Wizards (5)
WEST
Los Angeles Lakers (1) v Denver Nuggets ( 8 )
New Orleans Hornets (2) v Dallas Mavericks (7)
San Antonio Spurs (3) v Phoenix Suns (6)
Utah Jazz (4) v Houston Rockets (5)
The NBA Playoffs are about to begin on April 19th! The last 2 days of the regular season are being played out but the positions for the Eastern Conference are pretty much set. The West still has some final positioning battles going on and we will have the final matchups in 2 days time.
Mensahe para kanino?
"Takot ako sa daga pero higit diyan meron pa akong ibang kinatatakutan. Hindi yung halimaw kong Prof. sa Accounting, hindi rin yung babaeng nagpaiyak sakin (iyakan daw ba yung babae, siyempre nanay ko yun). Takot ako sa kinabukasan. Takot akong makita ang hinaharap natin, tayo bilang mga Pilipino (naks makabayan). Napakagulo ng lipunan natin: pulitika, seguridad, pananalapi at halos lahat ng aspeto ng lipunan. Takot akong tumanda at magkapamilya nang hindi si...ang asawa ko, oops mali! Ibig kong sabihin, takot akong tumanda at magkapamilya sa napakagulo at walang kasiguraduhang lugar na 'to"
URL:
http://peyups.com/article.khtml?sid=4348
Hindi talaga yan ang topic na gustong ipalabas ng gumawa ng article na yan. Sabihin nating natripan ko ung part na yan. Yan kasi ako. Yan ang mga araw araw na pumapasok sa ulo ko. Ang gulo nga eh. Parang minsan ayaw ko na mabuhay. Nahihirapang huminga. Ewan. Hindi dapat to pinoproblema ko. Kung paano dapat ako pumasa sa susunod na exams ko. Kung paano ko mapapaimpress ang mga teachers ko. Yun dapat. Hai. Hindi din kasi maiwasang isipin ang mga ganitong bagay sa mga araw na palapit na palapit na ang takda (kung anu man plano mo saken).
URL:
http://peyups.com/article.khtml?sid=4348
Hindi talaga yan ang topic na gustong ipalabas ng gumawa ng article na yan. Sabihin nating natripan ko ung part na yan. Yan kasi ako. Yan ang mga araw araw na pumapasok sa ulo ko. Ang gulo nga eh. Parang minsan ayaw ko na mabuhay. Nahihirapang huminga. Ewan. Hindi dapat to pinoproblema ko. Kung paano dapat ako pumasa sa susunod na exams ko. Kung paano ko mapapaimpress ang mga teachers ko. Yun dapat. Hai. Hindi din kasi maiwasang isipin ang mga ganitong bagay sa mga araw na palapit na palapit na ang takda (kung anu man plano mo saken).
Tuesday, April 15, 2008
Wednesday Morning.
I just woke up couple minutes ago. I saw this fog outside the house and I hate that. It was saying that winter is coming. damn. I really hate winter. It makes me wet everytime. Even at school. and I really hate the most is when it is so freezing cold. Hai.
Argh!
Anu ba? Anu ba problema mo? Bakit ba ayaw mo ako lubayan? Ilang beses na kitang pinunit sa mga alaala. Hindi naman tayo nagkakaintindihan. Bakit parang iisa lang ang sinalangan nating dalawa. Asar na talaga ako sayo. Lintek naman oh. Hindi ka na nakakatuwa. Pinapaalis na kita kanina pa. Dinaan ko ang maliit na butas ng karayom para makita at masilayan yang walang tumbas na ngiti mo. Nanghihina ang tuhod at nanginginig ang katawan tuwing nakakaharap. Nabablanko ang isipan pag 'ka'y nakakausap. Wala. Patay ako sayo. Eto ang pangyayareng ayaw na ayaw ko sa lahat. Ang Mapaibig sayo. Alam kong alam mo na mahirap talaga 'to.
Tigas talaga ng kokote mo no? Asar na talaga ako. Pero sige bigyan mo ako ng isa pang pagkakataon para mapalabas ko sayo na totoo ako. Lahat ng gusto kong sabihin ay hirap lage. Hindi pa ako nasasanay na nakakausap ka. Sanay lahat ng ito'y maging maayos para tayo'y magkayos na din.
Sige. Pababayaan na kita. Sanay akin ka na lang.
Tigas talaga ng kokote mo no? Asar na talaga ako. Pero sige bigyan mo ako ng isa pang pagkakataon para mapalabas ko sayo na totoo ako. Lahat ng gusto kong sabihin ay hirap lage. Hindi pa ako nasasanay na nakakausap ka. Sanay lahat ng ito'y maging maayos para tayo'y magkayos na din.
Sige. Pababayaan na kita. Sanay akin ka na lang.
Story from behind
Fah. It has been months since my last blog. Hehe. So many things happened that I did not expect. Im quiet this past few days. I don't know why. So many things popping up to my mind. About school crap. About this girl. About my life. About my family. I know it is not like a normal person does. I should having fun right now. Socialising. I don't know why this all things stopping me. I don't know what to do now especially when it comes with my family.
DAMN.
i just hate it.
i am now in the certain point in my
life that i have to make decisions,
important decisions..
but then, i am also in a scenario that
i fear to decide, maybe because i
fear to risk, i fear to fail in the
future..
i hate it because i don't have any
choice but to decide..i just hate it.
i am now in the certain point in my
life that i have to make decisions,
important decisions..
but then, i am also in a scenario that
i fear to decide, maybe because i
fear to risk, i fear to fail in the
future..
i hate it because i don't have any
choice but to decide.. damn.
i am now in the certain point in my
life that i have to make decisions,
important decisions..
but then, i am also in a scenario that
i fear to decide, maybe because i
fear to risk, i fear to fail in the
future..
i hate it because i don't have any
choice but to decide..i just hate it.
i am now in the certain point in my
life that i have to make decisions,
important decisions..
but then, i am also in a scenario that
i fear to decide, maybe because i
fear to risk, i fear to fail in the
future..
i hate it because i don't have any
choice but to decide.. damn.
tuldok at kuwit
Ayokong hanapin mo ako dahil sa hindi mo ako makita, (malabo) dahil sa hindi mo ako maramdaman.(malabo pa rin)
Nitong nagdaang mga araw, nagbabago ako ng anyo. Isa akong yelo, na nakakulong sa bakal na puno ng kalawang. Hindi tumatakbo ang oras. Paano ako makakawala nang hindi natutunaw? Nang hindi nadudumhan?
Kung dumating ang oras na maghahanap ka, puntahan mo ang nagliliparang alikabok. Isa ako sa kanila. At kung sakaling mapuwing ka, isipin mong ako ang pumupuwing sa 'yo para di ka masaktan. Gusto kong maramdaman mo ang aking presensya nang hindi ako nakikita.
Kung madaan ka sa mga halaman, 'wag kang kukuha ni isang dahon man lang, baka ako ang iyong mapitas, malulungkot ako.
Pag ninais kong muling magbagong anyo, (ayoko pa) 'wag kang umasang makita ako, mag-iiba ako ng pormat disenyo.
Kung mapadaan ka sa umaagos na tubig, damhin mo iyon ng iyong mga palad. Wag mong punasan, isipin mo ako, hayaan mong matuyo at saka ako maglalaho.
Isipin mo lang akong tumatawa, tulad ng lagi kong ginagawa. Isipin mo lang akong tinotopak, at tawagin mo akong baliw, hindi pa rin ako masasaktan, tulad ng dati.
Hindi mo man ako makita, hindi ako lalayo. Magbago man ako ng anyo, ako pa rin ako. 'Wag mo na akong hanapin dahil hindi ako nagtatago, pero hindi ako magpapakita. Hayaan mong lumipas ang panahon...hanggang sa naisin kong ilapit ang langit sa aking puso...doon lang ako magiging malaya.
I really like this short story. It relates to my life at the moment.
URL: http://peyups.com/article.khtml?sid=4361
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