birthday present

it is late to write something about my birthday. it was in the 22nd, friday, i really hated that day because i needed to change my options. mr. smith, the commerce head department, didnt allow me to continue taking accounting because i wasnt able to qualify for the ncea. in a short way, i ddnt pass it. because of that crap, i ddnt able to go to my 3 periods and i ddnt have my lunch. im was in misery that time. i went back-and-fort to the deans office and to other departments to have a permission to take my new options. it ddnt go well. i needed to go to school on monday to have a sign of this teacher. i ddnt feel that it was my birthday when im was at school. it was a relief that i got home. im was so exhausted for that day. i decided to have a quick nap. i woke up at around 8pm and the whole house was not so organised. nothing to eat. im was bummed that night. im was starving but i resisted to wait till the next morning.

the next day, saturday! it was a rainy day, very rainy. my sister cooked a spaghetti for lunch and dinner. it was delicious. after lunch, me and dad went to lynn mall for a car change oil. and surprisingly, my dad gave me $40 for a present. im was shocked and thankful for that because i wanted to buy a cap. after few minutes, i bought a cap worth $30. it is a quiksilver cap that have net. after that, me and dad went to center, where opus dei's place.dad told me that i will have a confession. its been years since i had my last confession and it was back in philippines. i met new people from that place and i had my first confession here in new zealand.

it wasnt a very good birthday celebration and wasnt a bad one either. i ddnt expecting anything from anyone for my birthday but still, there was people who shows that they really care about me. and im was touched.

for the people who havent greeted me yet, there is still next time or you could greet me for my very very very advanced happy 18th birthday.

clean and green

its been 3 months since i last tasted the filter of the cigar. i could not imagine that it used to be my lifestyle before. it made me really feel bad. everytime i see a cigar or a person puffing some of it, i always remember the days of my life with that toxin all over my body. before, i had a really bad days with sports especially in basketball. i had difficulties with my breathing and when im running too. i felt sick that time and felt sorry for myself. but it was my past and it would never be my future. i already found my new lifestyle, my real hobby and the new me. it was like im new born again. im living right now with much more better way than before. because of that, i started exercising and brought back my healthy breathing. i lost a lot of weight. i ddnt have the specific weight that i lost but many friends and people from my family noticed that im really thinner compared before. now, im competing for the school athletics day on thursday, i hope that i would be in the top competitors in the competition.

scrumptuous dish i made for saturday lunch!

its Adobong Manok with Pineapple Chunks and hard-boiled egg. Adobo is one of the Filipino delicacies that i really love! even my family loves it too. my dad and my two sisters enjoyed my dish. im happy for that.

if you want to know the ingredients. umm.. search it on google!

mean day, friday!

well well well, friday! its not really a special day for me until when i played ball with michael and his boys in interval time. typical michael game, greediness, he really dont pass the ball which is really greedy and with his not so and1 moves. im really piss off at michael. so when he was trying drive at me, i purposely pushed him with real force and he fell hard. he really got pissed at me, i knew that. but when the bell rang, i had the last shot to finish the game, and michael got a plan for revenge, he purposely slap my left ear where i got my two earrings and luckily, my shot got in. i didnt really notice anything after the bell until when i felt something wierd on my left ear and bang! there was blood behind my ear. it was disgusting, hard. the only way i did, i cleaned it by my handkerchief. well, before my accounting class, it was already all good. at lunch time, i didnt play ball instead i played touch with friends. it was really a nice game. i got 4 touches. im proud of it!

yeap, crap! mrs. dayal, my esol teacher, she told me that i need to take level 3 english this year and not her class. waaahhh. i hope i can convince her to not let me take that class. we will see on monday!

anyways, HAPPY BIRTHDAY to nicholas young! haha. i dont know how old he is now. i really had fun last night with them and with those mandarin foods! its really oily! exaggeratedly oily!

next week

im excited for next week, its not because its my birthday, its because of the athletics day. i joined 3 events in the athletics day. in 100m and 200m sprint, and the other one is 400m sprint. im really really excited. i couldnt wait no more for next week. i wanna prove that i really have something to show them.

Underdog

yesterday, wednesday, me and my friends tried to sign up for the try outs for the senior volleyball team. first, i felt excited and kinda nervous because i dont really know what to expect. i dont know how do they play it. i hardly play volleyball too. when me and my friends were in the gym and changing my clothes, im pretty shocked how high they jump and with a perfect posture of striking the ball. i felt envy that time to that guy. i dont really mind it because he plays volleyball almost everyday and im not. i just did my thing their. i didnt do pretty well on that trial. after a two hour trial, the coaches announced who will be in the team for the rest of the season. i thought that i had a chance to be in the team because i got that height and high jump that they needed. but they already called 15 persons out of 20 of us and im not one of the people called. i got disappointed about myself that time and slowly i realised how good they were. their was a conclusion entered my mind while im walking yesterday, that im an underdog to volleyball.

Only teachers day

no school day again.

i didnt have a goodnight sleep last night because of my dad's snore. even that he's in the next room to my room, i can actually hear the distracting noise of his snore. its really killing me. i should have slept earlier and didnt wait for him to sleep last night. well, i will try not to happen this again to sleep before my dad. i will try.

i started my day with the dishes, washing it. its ordinary to me already, like, its already my hobby when my mom's not around and the kitchen is messy. after that, i watched t.v., im was watching 'good morning' that time. its like a morning news talk show in new zealand. i didnt really like it but i watched it to be updated to what is already happening to the place that im living. after lunch, karen and her bf went to my house to stay for a few minutes. it was the first time that i saw karens new boyfriend. for my opinion, i still like gerald to be with karen because they were a cute couple and they have been to each other for almost a year now. well, its not my life and i dnt really care about their issue. moooovving ooon. my dad went home to get his things because his gonna have a 3 day stay in wellington. i feel not that happy and not that sad too. im just not used to that most of the family were not at home. i dont want that to happen but i cant stop them to not leave because its life. we just need to move on and seek for a better beggining.

well.. im pretty excited for tomorrow, school days again but all good. :D i already have my plans for the rest of the school year. i will not leave this year with doubts. i hate that.

pretty boring life

when i woke up, i just realised that i dont need to go to school today because we dont have. i feel pretty good about that. but after that, i felt really bored. as in. to the point that i want to sleep again and dont care about the time. obviously i didnt do that.

when i went downstairs, i got shocked what a mess i saw in my sight. well, i washed the dishes and cleaned the dirt that i didnt even do. i got used to it too. staying home alone, cleaning all the mess they left, wathing t.v., and i know its a not so good day for me when there's no school. i hate this. really. i dont really have a choice for that. that's the reality of my life.

ive been thinking this lately that i really need a life. a life that everyone wanted to have.
i need someone that will bring my life to the fullest. wherein im gonna wake up in the morning to spend my day without doubts and with so much happiness behind my smiles, not those smiles having a very sad stories.

common friend

as you can see, this is my first entry here on blogspot.

awhile ago, before i made this account, im was looking around on friendster and i saw this asian girl who went to avondale college that i have secretly crush on her but i dont think that she'll know about that because we dont even know each other. thats gay. BUT we have a common friend and shes in her home country now, i dont have any idea if shes coming back here in new zealand to study.

I dont mind if shes coming back or not. Its just a crush. A typical crush to an asian girl in campus.